Even though I realize things are not going to return to that earlier dynamic, I do still fervently wish that she would occasionally exert the inherent dominance that she has over me!
I frequently have just the minor fantasy of meeting Miss E for lunch again and having her demand that I wear a chastity device to our lunch date...that I respectfully greet her and kiss her on the cheek, that I wait on her, and buy her lunch (which I always do even as friends), and that before parting ways at the end of lunch she makes me sit in her car and expose my caged manhood for her inspection, then kiss her feet in worship before giggles at me and sends me on my way!!!
One can only hope!!!